it's been quite a while since i wrote (typed) something here in my multiply site (which will probably also be posted on fb). i've been wanting to blog since holy week but i never had the time to write freely. writing jobs and daughter mode are always on the way of allowing me to express my sentiments. tonight is actually not different. i have two sets of articles due soon. i need to finish requirements for med school enrollment and i have to be on family mode most of the time. but i guess, today has been so full of emotions -badtrip-happy-really happy-sad-really sad- that nothing can actually stop me from writing. oOo im scared about a lot of things. im scared of everything about the future. i know im not the only person feeling this now. but the thought that almost everyone is afraid of what the future may bring doesn't really help ease whatever this feeling is. funny thing is.. im not talking about the end of the world, death or of med school. i dont qui...