AnneC.

it's the same feeling of doing too many things at the same time and the feeling of being happy in doing what you do before and slowly transitioning to just being tired about it and deciding to not do it at all. if i am to be asked what drives me to do the things that I do, it's the happiness i get from doing the things I love to do. I actually don't know which comes first, the love or the happiness, all i know is that I am happy and I love what I do and with that I can function well. Just the same, I don't know which comes first with hating what I do and with being sad about what I do. I don't know where the transition of enjoying one thing and being tired from doing things, end and start. It's like jumping from one end to the other. and it's my sad sad reality. Sometimes I wonder if i am not a good team player. because I tend to do things on my own and I am happy when I am assured that everything is well because I, did them myself. I can be a good team ...

Four weeks has passed since we finished with Pedia and started with OB. I won't deny that the four weeks were looong weeks of looong days that sometimes I just want to make it through the day and get over it.  The days of an OB ICC start early, well relatively early especially if you are used to going to classes at 8 am and sometimes even later. The day welcomes you with endorsements from the previous obstetricians on duty (OOD) to the next in duty in front of everyone, residents, fellows, students and even consultants at times. The chief resident would ask questions about the case, the management and the theoretical stuff as well. Being the misunderstood bibo kids that we are, we were the favorites for this month (and sorry to future OB ICCs if that kind of legacy lives on:p). but the summary rounds made me learn a lot. Unfortunately, i think I learned more in OB than I did in pedia.  After the 30 minutes, we either go to small group discussions or preceptorials with t...