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an end of the world blog

Not.

Well, i just cant help myself but ride with what is the trending topic for today, as they say, today 12/21/12 is the end of the world. Although i am not particularly sure what time the world would really end.

I believe in the concept of 'end of the world' but I don't believe in the world is ending concept where there will be great earthquakes and great floods to bury the people alive. I believe in the second coming but not in the coming of Jesus where those who did well in their lifetime will be saved and those who have been mean and bad will be left to die.

This is what I believe:

Everyday, we experience the end of the world - facing the kind of problems that make you think that it is the end of the world. Some may really be more tragic than others while others really just don't tolerate as much. For instance, today is the hospital's Christmas party, and perhaps an end of the world problem that may happen today is if it rains so bad (i hate you storm) that the party will be cancelled. It's the kind of end of the world sadness that will get the employees disappointed for something they have prepared well. Another is losing someone you love, either through death or plain stupidity, in whatever way you'll end up living your life away from someone special - another end of the world crisis.

And the great finale is when you die. It may have been literally your end of the world, your end of the journey in this lifetime but this falls to the end of the world that family members experience when they lose someone by death. For your literal end of the world, I believe is the beginning of another journey where there you will see Him (no matter what you did in this lifetime).

Writing about death creeps me out, so i guess it really is the end of the world hormones talking.

Today is the day, they say. Well let's see what I have to write tomorrow. I am currently predicting the long list of status messages and tweets for being thankful for being able to survive the predicted end of the world.

If you ask me, I think the end of the world problem that I would probably be facing today is the shame of dancing the gangnam dance for the Christmas party or hating myself for eating too much.

Everyday, we experience the end of the world, facing the kind of problems that make you think that it is the end of the world. But everyday we are able to survive, we are able to cope. And today is another one of those days. And we will survive, we will cope ready to face another tomorrow and another seemingly endless list of possible end of the world problems in this lifetime.

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