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Let's try to choose the nice feelings :)

A good friend told me that I was more mean the past 2 weeks. I can give reasons on why I was stressed out and well, being really difficult. I've been wanting to write, actually.  Since I have tried eating and sleeping to try to lift my mood, but failing miserably. And I know that the next step is to try and transform my negative thoughts into positive reflections. Unfortunately, no inspiration or drive until today, when I was reminded that it was all about choices. 
From the most simple decisions... 
- Choosing sleep (over anything really) 
- But choosing to wake up and work everyday
- Choosing to eat your first and probably last meal of the day before starting rounds.
- Choosing to not study (haha) 
- Choosing not to read spoilers on the latest GOT
- Choosing to act out because you didnt get what you want instead of not acting out 
... To life changing ones
- Choosing your battles (wisely; if i may add)
- Choosing how to act or not react on a situation. 
- Choosing the good all the time.
- Choosing love, kindness and peace.
- Choosing the positive and happy feelings
It's these everyday choices which define who we are and it's our values which direct our choices. Most of the time these decisions are never the easiest - because it's never just about what you want but also what's best for you and for others. (although being selfish can be acceptable sometimes)
*deep sigh*

 These choices eventually have outcomes - and whether it be good or bad, what matters is we be ready to face them for the choices we made. Life goes on no matter what - it's up to us  to try and choose the nice feelings always :)

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