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and things will start to change..

to start it all: my hair! haha. it's short now. like kindergarten short. haha. i like it. and i wanted to have my hair cut since summer, but because of grad pictorials, i need to postpone it. and grad pictorials are done - and i don't want to postpone it any longer. haha. so i had my hair cut yesterday afternoon after watching the Agnes of God play with my brother.

(i have no decent pictures yet so you need to see me personally if you want to see it. i feel weird. i think it looks weird. haha.)

and so everything follows.

***

change is something inevitable. a natural phenomenon that would definitely happen in one way or another. we can't stop it (i think) but we can postpone it and i think i've postponed "that" inevitable change for too long now, and I have no other choice but to let it happen.

i've already felt the urge to remove that something from my system at the start of the sem (as the change im talking about). well, i knew i need to deal with it sooner or later.

and now i'm more than ready. and more than willing to let that change happen. to cut connections and live simpler. re-prioritize things but don't forget my responsibilities. thinking about it, i feel that that change would make me happy and less stressed and give me more time for myself and my other priorities.

and everyone wants to be happy. and free from guilt. and free from bad things they've done.

and...

i think im growing backwards.

and so are most people.

or has the world started spinning the other way around?

***

kuya james! thank you! =)

Comments

  1. james FloresAugust 4, 2008 at 10:24 PM

    Go lang! gogogogo! =p

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  2. anne cruzadoAugust 4, 2008 at 10:26 PM

    hahahahaha. :P at least sa ating ym talk, nafeel ko naman na nagiisip pa ako :P akala ko kasi nalimutan ko na mag-isip. hehehe. :P

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  3. renerio jr. cordovaAugust 4, 2008 at 10:33 PM

    you cut your hair???awww...okay lang yan.kung ano man ang balak mo, ill support you.haha.:)
    kwento naman jan!!!^_^
    miss you.:)

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  4. anne cruzadoAugust 4, 2008 at 10:38 PM

    hehehe. :P
    pina-cut ko sa salon. hehe. :P
    salamat kuya jundy! :)
    i miss you too! =D

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  5. denise argandaAugust 4, 2008 at 10:42 PM

    anne... haha. patingin ng hair!!! alam mo, i need to change rin. hay. marami nang nakakalungkot ba bagay kasi i refuse to change... miss you.

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  6. anne cruzadoAugust 4, 2008 at 10:55 PM

    denise!!!
    haha! kita tayo sometime! i miss you na din! ^^
    change can mean a lot of things... :)
    change within or change of environment. =)
    ang kailangan ko ngayon, change of environment :P hehe.

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  7. james FloresAugust 4, 2008 at 11:26 PM

    *cue "changes in my life" song*

    AAAAAND I'LL NEEEEEVER FOR-GET-uh YOUR LOOOOOVE
    YOU AND I we were MEANT TOOOO BEEEEEEEEEE!!!1

    gogogogo karaoke! =p

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  8. anne cruzadoAugust 4, 2008 at 11:28 PM

    HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

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  9. Melissa BulaoAugust 5, 2008 at 3:20 PM

    "
    and everyone wants to be happy. and free from guilt. and free from bad things they've done"

    oo nga. very true.. but i think we can never be free from the bad things we have done.. but we can move foward, learn from it, and try not to do it again..:)

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  10. dona perezAugust 5, 2008 at 7:27 PM

    bes!!!!!!!!!!!! anu nangyari s hair m?... mis n kta.. sobrang i'm our of dis world n s sobrang bc.. sorry..=(

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  11. Charlene MendozaAugust 5, 2008 at 10:06 PM

    bagay naman e...hehe =)

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  12. anne cruzadoAugust 5, 2008 at 11:05 PM

    true :) learn from our mistakes =D

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  13. anne cruzadoAugust 5, 2008 at 11:09 PM

    bes!!! miss na kita. :) haay. andami dami ng nangyayari! ^^
    kelan ka ba free? kahit 1 hour lang. hahaha. magkukuwento lang ako :)
    parang bumabalik ang 2nd year high school days ko ngayon. hahaha. :P

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  14. Cesan CruzadoAugust 22, 2008 at 11:45 PM

    ate anne. english to :) hehehe.Ü

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  15. anne cruzadoAugust 24, 2008 at 12:51 AM

    ate! haahahaha. intense nga kasi. hahaha. malungkot ata ako ng sukdulan nung sinulat ko to e. hehehe :P

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