AnneC.

i was actually encouraged by the blog written in the primer to blog about my first day at med school. though the primer given was actually for freshies and i dont think i should consider myself as one, considering that i have already finished a four-year course:)) and i'm older by five years from the first year students who were with us in the university orientation today.  besides, as i often blog about memorable experiences in my life, i might as well include this day considering that i actually had a number of realizations with the events that happened today, as well.  i honestly don't know when it all started, i think i made a blog about deciding to enter med school, so perhaps that's where everything started, pero the real deal of studying to become a good doctor, actually started today. :) today was actually a weird day for me cause as much as i don't want to consider myself as a first year student, i am actually one in a whole new environment, which is the UP ...

it has been a long time since i made a blog entry and i am writing one tonight. haha.  writing has always been one of my interests since i learned how to use a pencil and a paper, i think. hehe. when i was in elementary, i loved making poems that i even have my own notebook for that plus i was part of the school paper as well. During high school i started making personal blog entries and i am happy that i can easily look back at some of the most memorable memories that i had during my four year stay in masci:) not to mention that i also have a diary where i also write to, if ever i am in the mood for some manual writing. and of course college writing equates to countless formal reports! haha. i also make my own short stories and my increasing-in-number-always-unfinished-kind-of-short novels in my laptop's memory:)) and i never thought that i can actually earn money through writing. for the past year, i was able to earn enough to sustain my wants in life considering that i spent t...

it's been quite a while since i wrote (typed) something here in my multiply site (which will probably also be posted on fb).  i've been wanting to blog since holy week but i never had the time to write freely. writing jobs and daughter mode are always on the way of allowing me to express my sentiments.  tonight is actually not different. i have two sets of articles due soon. i need to finish requirements for med school enrollment and i have to be on family mode most of the time. but i guess, today has been so full of emotions -badtrip-happy-really happy-sad-really sad- that nothing can actually stop me from writing.  oOo im scared about a lot of things. im scared of everything about the future. i know im not the only person feeling this now. but the thought that almost everyone is afraid of what the future may bring doesn't really help ease whatever this feeling is.  funny thing is.. im not talking about the end of the world, death or of med school. i dont qui...

kanina was josh's last day sa tutor. :))) sobrang nakakatawa kasi wala na talaga siyang class. hehe.  sabi nga ni ate resy.. "aba ngayon lang ako nakakita ng studyante na kahit wala ng klase e, bumabalik pa dito para magpatutor. natuwa ka talaga kay teacher anne no?" at dahil nga wala na siyang klase, hulaan niyo kung anong ginawa namin: tadaaa! naglaro. hahaha.  may dala siyang board game, at naglaro kami. haha. tapos nung nabore sa board game, nag-hangman kami. hahaha. here are some of our conversations kanina:))) o0o anne: o asan ung pizza ko? bat wala akong pizza? josh: asan ung kitkat ko?  anne: *gives kitkat* josh: *smiles* e kasi teacher dapat bibili ako ng pizza sa school e P80 ung pizza tas P100 ung pera ko.  anne: T_T *tawa* o0o josh: teacher, babalik ka pa next sem? anne: baka hindi na e. kasi mag-aaral na ulit ako.  josh: hindi na rin ako babalik dito sa center.  anne: ngek. bakit naman? josh: e wala na kayo ni teacher shyne e.  anne: awww...

eto naaa. eto na talagaaaa:)) (mga ilang oras ng naka-tengga ang page na to sa laptop ko - nalilimutan ko kasi na gumagawa pala ako ng blog o di kaya'y mashado akong pre-occupied sa mga social networking sites:))) ANYWAY. today i received such good news :))) sabi ko nga, lutang pa rin ako at di makapaniwala. pero this is really is it!:))) gusto kong sumigaw kanina kaso nasa tutor ako at baka mapagkamalan ni josh e sinisigawan ko siya. hahaha. tas gusto ko rin tumambling kaso di ako marunong. hahahaha.  HELLO CLASS OF 2015. TAFT. PEDRO GIL. ROB MANILA. LRT. POLLUTION. WHITE UNIFORM. MED SCHOOL. EXCITEMENT. FEAR. STRESS. RESPONSIBILITY. MORE STUDYING. TOXIC. UP PGH. =)))) I feel soooo lucky and blessed:) He has always heard my prayers:) Thank You:) and now i have more reasons to believe that He has His own ways of showing us His will. we just have to always open our hearts and minds for Him:) the past year has been very life changing for me :) i've learned a lot :) and i hope t...

tutor is fuun. parang thesis lang - in the sense na madaming notable conversations. hahaha. at gusto ko siyang i-blog para kapag malayong panahon na e maalala ko na once in my life ay nagtutor ako, at nagenjoy ako. haha.  josh is my grade 3 student. haha. nakakatuyo siya ng dugo. swear. pero the conversations below really make me smile kapag naalala ko. haha. minsan kasi asal grade 3 din ako, kaya swak kami. hahaha.  o0o josh: teacher, marunong kang gumawa ng paper airplane? anne: hindi e.  josh: ANOOOOOO?!?!?! anne: *laughs* josh: teacher, i'll make one. *makes paper airplane* (habang gumagawa siya ng paper airplane, e may suhulan na nagaganap. tipong..  anne: josh, answer this.  josh: teacher find the end of the scotch tape first.  anne: answer this first.  josh: find the end of the scotch tape first!!! anne: no.  and many more. haha.) o0o josh: airplane to ni gibo.  anne: *laughs* josh: teacher sinong gusto mong ivote? anne: bakit ikaw, ka...

i know that like most girls, i am someone who dreams that the man that we are in a relationship with will be the "one". i am one of those who like to make plans together, and try to pursue these dreams. until my first real heartbreak.  i suddenly believed that planning about the future, that dreaming together will only give us false hopes, will lead to broken promises and a broken heart that i started to try not looking forward too much on a life with the person that i want. unfortunately, i never really stick that much to the decisions that i make. and so, i still believed too much, that i again was left heartbroken and with many unfulfilled promises.  a now good friend and i had a conversation about this. he keeps on insisting that people who are in relationships should dream of a future together, to have a sort of inspiration to be together until they realize these dreams. I, however, told him that i do not believe in that, although i was not very sure myself then.  bu...

My most recent entries were so emo. that i decided to write something light and happy for valentine's day. besides, im really happy for quite a time now, that being too emotional is a no-no:))) most of my readers may not know (unless you are following me on twitter or plurk or fb, and i may have posted on one of these sites) that i was happy, in fact very happy on the first day of the month:) that day may actually made me more confused than i already am, but nevertheless, the events that day made me genuinely happy:) this past few days were also the happiest. after an emo thursday night at the UP FAIR because my favorite band, silent sanctuary has a <sarcasm> good set of songs for that night </sarcasm>. Friday was a better day. and up to now, i've been smiling.  maybe one of the reasons why I was sad for a quite a time, aside from the fact that I'm such a nega, bitter and emo person is for me to be able to enjoy this kind of happiness again:))) no, im not in a...

how can two people who have contradicting personalities, who do not share the same views about life, love and friendship love each other so much? we cant really question love, can we? then how can these two people continue loving each other when they cant stand each other? is that even possible? maybe they cant.. or they can continue loving each other but they will never work out. why? is it simply because love isnt really everything?

i suddenly had one of the worst crying times that i ever had in my entire twenty one years of existence. i cried for like fifteen minutes without stopping. yes i have cried longer. but what made my most recent crying situation the worst is because i barely know the reason why i was crying which makes me cry even more.  i know for a fact that it was not because i am still heartbroken. i think so. well at least i was not thinking of him when i was crying. and now i do hope that it is because of him. even though, i'd rather not go back to the pathetic state that i was in when i spent endless nights and days crying about him, at least, if i cry because i miss him, i want to be with him or because i love him so much and assuming that he does not care anymore, i would have a solid reason why i need and want to cry,  but that was not the case some minutes ago. i think i cried because i was so bored. is that even a logical explanation for crying? i feel so bored and sad with my life...

GOOD DAY TO YOU WHOEVER READING THIS BONGGANG ESSAY OF MINE. I'M MA. ANNA ANGELICA S. CRUZADO FROM THE BEAUTIFUL CITY OF MANDALUYONG! I APOLOGIZE FOR THE INFORMALITY OF MY OPENING STATEMENT, WHILE SOME APPLICANTS BEGIN THEIR ESSAYS WITH BASIC FACTS OR BRAG ABOUT THEIR ACHIEVEMENTS, I, ON THE OTHER HAND HOPE THAT THIS SEEMINGLY OUTRAGEOUS STATEMENT WILL SEIZE YOUR ATTENTION. ONCE AGAIN. BOOM BOOM POW! I AM MA. ANNA ANGELICA CRUZADO! [body of the essay] LASTLY, I FIRMLY BELIEVE THAT LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE! I THANK YOU! GOTTA GET THAT! *** di ako makaget over sa plurk conversations, so i shared it na. hahaha.  i was really down kasi no bangkok for me this february. plus i'm having a hard time thinking about how to write a personal essay. and viola! this personal essay introduction (thanks to ELYSON KEITH PONCE ENCARNACION and ARIZZA CHIARA SIWA IBANEZ) really made me laugh. hahahahaha.  i looveee ittt! whatchathink? :))