AnneC.

if you think that all medical students are responsible, well you're wrong. In a group of 20, i can count with my fingers the number of people who have the initiative to do things; there could be those who may need a little push while some don't really care at all, yes, DONT really care at all. and that is just so frustrating especially since you thought that high school and college days of doing what should be group reports turning into individual reports are over. sometimes i ask myself why i do what i do. why im being overly responsible when others dont really seem to care at all. then i get my answer with another sad question, of who's going to do it anyway? it's always the same people and it's unfair. well maybe, it's not that they are not responsible, maybe they just have a different set of priorities. because they know that other people would do things for them and once again, they are saved. but then again, it's unfair. and this kind of system h...

i feel that something is terribly wrong but i can't pinpoint exactly what, and it's a very very annoying feeling that i've finally decided to re-open my quite dormant blog and speak my heart and/or mind out, whatever is in either or both of them.  it's been exactly a month since my not-announced blogging hiatus. I've been busy this past month, with the toxic subjects being taken these last few months of the school year, the piling requirements, the finals and compre scare, and the organization elections, i barely have time to think about what to write and to actually write even if i don't think. until today when i felt awkwardly weird, having a bit of sadness, weakness, and the feeling of just wanting to lie down in bed and do nothing. although i tried to go out to see people i love to uplift my mood, but i went home with almost little success. i chose me time in going home and i listened to lovely songs, only to find myself stuck in traffic for about an hour....