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more ramblings from a medical student.

if you think that all medical students are responsible, well you're wrong. In a group of 20, i can count with my fingers the number of people who have the initiative to do things; there could be those who may need a little push while some don't really care at all, yes, DONT really care at all. and that is just so frustrating especially since you thought that high school and college days of doing what should be group reports turning into individual reports are over.

sometimes i ask myself why i do what i do. why im being overly responsible when others dont really seem to care at all. then i get my answer with another sad question, of who's going to do it anyway? it's always the same people and it's unfair.

well maybe, it's not that they are not responsible, maybe they just have a different set of priorities. because they know that other people would do things for them and once again, they are saved. but then again, it's unfair.

and this kind of system has to stop. cause when we become doctors in the future, it's life that should be our priority. not connections. not a social life. and by then, you're on your own, holding yourself accountable for all your patients.

i just wish they get to see that before everything is too late.

and honestly, i'm just so tired. and annoyed. when do you say it's too much anyway?

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