AnneC.

and i am so annoyed. i have so much hate right now because people are not acting their age, i am hating myself. i have no year end blog. well, that's a first. a lot of firsts for year 2012 i guess. let's pray for more good firsts for the next year :)

Yes. The world did not end yesterday. :p

Not. Well, i just cant help myself but ride with what is the trending topic for today, as they say, today 12/21/12 is the end of the world. Although i am not particularly sure what time the world would really end. I believe in the concept of 'end of the world' but I don't believe in the world is ending concept where there will be great earthquakes and great floods to bury the people alive. I believe in the second coming but not in the coming of Jesus where those who did well in their lifetime will be saved and those who have been mean and bad will be left to die. This is what I believe: Everyday, we experience the end of the world - facing the kind of problems that make you think that it is the end of the world. Some may really be more tragic than others while others really just don't tolerate as much. For instance, today is the hospital's Christmas party, and perhaps an end of the world problem that may happen today is if it rains so bad (i hate you storm) ...

I've been extra happy for the past few days:) first off was 72 :) it was not as what we hoped it would be because i became sick and was actually febrile that night. but i was happy that we were together, and it was the only thing that matters. he may have had no time to buy me a gift pero mukhang nakabawi na ako sa aking sadistic gift and sleeping through one of his rare movie requests. :p and then there was TRP. TRP or tao rin pala, is an annual thing in the UP College of Medicine where students showcase their dancing and singing. During my first year, I think I presented in three of the dances, while during this year and last, I only joined the chorale. But I only enjoyed this year maybe because I was finally really over my issues and I was with him :) Of course, to cap off that very special night, we won first for the first time. :) There was such high pressure because, it was our last year of joining TRP, and we did win with our soon to be graduation song. nakakaproud :) ...

You see, I am not someone who has a cool mood. I actually am moody, easily swayed by my hormones. easily annoyed by people I don't like and such. Everyday i encounter people I clash priorities with. There are quite a number of people who do not jive with the kind of personality that I have. either we are total opposites, or we are so the same, both extremes would give us a lot of things to argue about. And i try my best to extend my patience to people I know I will not get along with. really extend my patience, be the better person and learn how to compromise. Although there are really times when I can't handle myself and in an essence, 'explode'. Today, I just lost my cool. But I was still happy that I have changed from someone who answers back and says nasty things to someone who just keeps quiet and walks out. or sometimes, storms out of the room, to the road or to elsewhere, away from the person who caused my disdain. I also am proud of the fact that I know wh...

Irresponsibility once in a while is good for the brain and the heart. Although ideally you should manage your time wisely and have ample time for the acads, the extra-curricular, the friends, the family and the me time, we do not live in an ideal world that one is bound to compromise one over the other. What gets compromised all depends on people\'s own priorities. As for me, i have learned to prioritize acads over anything (as far as being a student is concerned) followed by me time which can be interchanged with the extra curricular stuff depending on my stress level. The weekend and today are one of those once in a while moments that i chose to be quite irresponsible of the things that are expected of me. And although i feel a little guilty, i just really feel better and more ready to face the next in line for my things to do. Yay. Life is good :)

It has always been a hazy idea for me how two guys can fall in love and be in a relationship. I have nothing against gays, I have a lot of friends who are gays, but I really dont have any idea how the guy-guy or even girl-girl relationship thing works. I have a lot of friends who have been into deep and lasting relationships with the same gender; and the media also has its fair share of personalities who can attest to how these kinds of relationships are really possible. But only tonight, after watching Maalala Mo Kaya for its Aids Awareness Day Episode that it actually dawned on me how it's not about who are in a relationship with whom or what kind of gender is involved. It all, as always, boils down to love. and the MMK story, has so much love involved that it got me really crying and heart broken. how such selfless and unconditional love can exist, without any boundaries, without any bias or prejudice. It would have been a great great world if people can love whoever they wa...