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psyched :)

I've been extra happy for the past few days:)

first off was 72 :) it was not as what we hoped it would be because i became sick and was actually febrile that night. but i was happy that we were together, and it was the only thing that matters. he may have had no time to buy me a gift pero mukhang nakabawi na ako sa aking sadistic gift and sleeping through one of his rare movie requests. :p

and then there was TRP. TRP or tao rin pala, is an annual thing in the UP College of Medicine where students showcase their dancing and singing. During my first year, I think I presented in three of the dances, while during this year and last, I only joined the chorale. But I only enjoyed this year maybe because I was finally really over my issues and I was with him :) Of course, to cap off that very special night, we won first for the first time. :) There was such high pressure because, it was our last year of joining TRP, and we did win with our soon to be graduation song. nakakaproud :)

Yesterday was another happy day because it was the 50th wedding anniversary and renewal of vows of Andie's grandparents who were much like our own too. Very supportive and loving grandparents, they have so much love they were even able to share it with us. :) It was a sweet and simple ceremony where you can really see and feel the love :) Nakakatawa lang how they keep on insisting that we get married too. :p oh and the wedding cake fortunes - epic :p

Today, I will be seeing my college best friends in a day full of possible chismisan and laughter and just being together. And then we will be together again for another of his movie requests that I hope I won't get to sleep to. hehe.

So yeah, all these things have a pretty much same denominator. and yes, I am pretty much really happy with him. :) :) :)

but the real meaning behind the title, is that we are currently in our psych rotation. Each of us is assigned a patient whom we would assess and talk to everyday. I was assigned to R, a schizo-paranoid type, and in entering his world I've learned quite a number of things.

Psych is an interestingly weird field. It's funny how patient's think, how disorganized their thought process are. It's too interesting I have too many questions, I really cannot take in all the answers at once. But I've been thinking, and really, I envy these psych patients because they were able to escape their reality and be in a place where actually no one can bother them. Sometimes, you'll even get to think if these people would actually need help since staying that way, we are actually giving them a favor of not letting them go back to reality with all their hardships and sad experiences.

It's Christmas! another reason to be happy :D will definitely enjoy the break :)


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