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Today I lost my cool.

You see, I am not someone who has a cool mood. I actually am moody, easily swayed by my hormones. easily annoyed by people I don't like and such.

Everyday i encounter people I clash priorities with. There are quite a number of people who do not jive with the kind of personality that I have. either we are total opposites, or we are so the same, both extremes would give us a lot of things to argue about. And i try my best to extend my patience to people I know I will not get along with. really extend my patience, be the better person and learn how to compromise. Although there are really times when I can't handle myself and in an essence, 'explode'.

Today, I just lost my cool. But I was still happy that I have changed from someone who answers back and says nasty things to someone who just keeps quiet and walks out. or sometimes, storms out of the room, to the road or to elsewhere, away from the person who caused my disdain.

I also am proud of the fact that I know when to cool my head and how to do it without hurting others which i know would hurt myself as well.

I guess, today I was just tired like all of us were. And my type A personality of wanting to finish things as soon as possible just get in the way, as well my oc side.

Medical school is starting to test the limits of my social skills. Stretching the spectrum of my attitude and making me decide on my priorities. I just wish I come out of this as a much better person, choosing the right path to values formation, that is.

ayt. I have to write 2 articles and I'm tired and sleepy but I must finish everything for I want to enjoy my weekend. Dentist and a party tomorrow and shopping on Sunday, plus a happy Monday :p

2 nights to 72 :p

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