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pain

defined as an upleasant sensory and emotional experience.

we just finished our anesthesia module last week and we are off to our last 4 modules, relatively last 2 months till the happy year called ICC will be over.

thinking about the compre exam and the Grand OSCE give me chills. but this year is definitely the year where I learned the most, I just hope everything would get to stick when I would need it the most next year and the year after :)

Last few days of the week I also experienced pain from muscle strain from severe work out leading to basically functional impairment. which led me to think how much I used to hate any form of physical activity. how I am the least physical person in our family and that it would really take a lot of effort and self discipline on my part to be able to join my parents and my brother in jogging. that it really amazes me how much I've changed and really valued exercise, since I can do it on my own without anyone asking me to do it.

with that realization, i was also enlightened how much i lack upper body strength and how sad I was after trying to really work it out. rationalization aside, (yes i did rationalize a lot the past days :p), i think circuit training is not yet for me. so i will go back to jogging :D

we will be having radio for the next two weeks. A rotation that will help me decide if this is a worthy career path to choose. all the luck!

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