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Grateful :)

Today I woke up with no attendance to sign, no endorsement to receive or to give, no patients to monitor, to conduct or to see. 5 years of medical school is over and i cant help but be grateful :) Yes, it was a difficult journey, but definitely a happy one.

It was just a childhood dream eventually realizing that this is something I want to do and someone I want to be.

Thank you to my ever supportive family who understood every duty and post duty status. A few days ago was my dad's birthday and today is my mom's and as a gift I gave them my graduation pictures with of course a promise that next time, it would no longer be pictures in the envelope :p Kaunti na lang po :) To my brother, housemates na ulit tayooo haha.

Thank you to my ever patient boyfriend who has been there in every step of the way, for every crazy moment you had lent me your shoulder to sneeze on :p May boards pa so magpakaBuddha mode ka pa rin, okay?:p

Thank you to family and friends who believe, and is continuously believing, who prayed and I'm still requesting for more prayers (for the boards!).

Thank you UP PGH, sirs/mams, guards, nurses, stellar clerks, co-interns, residents, fellows, consultants - thank you for making internship colorful and a venue for a lot of learning not just about health, not just about life but about myself, what I can and should do and what I am willing to do in service for the good of others.

To my patients, thank you for teaching me patience and understanding. And for showing to me how every one is fighting their own battles and thus we should have nothing else to give but kindness to the world.

To my roommate for a year, thank you for putting up with my OCD traits :p Mamimiss kita pero alam ko mas mamimiss mo ako haha.

And of course, to my blockmates turned friends turned family who shared everything with me the past year, secrets, tears, fears, dreams, smiles, hugs, toxicity and of course food, thank you. :) Block H will always be Home, Happiness and Heart :)

To Him who made all these possible, thank You - the best year of medical school has come to an end, and I can't help but smile while I wait for the more amazing things He has in store for me. :)


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