Life Lesson #19: Surprises

Life is full of them. Sometimes these are the nice im excited for these surprise kind of thing but sometimes they are the im surprised and i dont like it type. No matter which between the two, it's foolproof that we are to be surprised and shocked at the most inappropriate even unacceptable time.

I believe that im a surprise buster, cause i expect. A lot. But even someone like me can be surprised. just like tonight. And Unfortunately, it's not the happy kind.

It's the kind of surprise you get when you are trying to move on from something, trying to forget and that thing suddenly gets attached to something dear and close to you. That you are two steps back from the one move forward you fought so hard for.

On a brighter side of things, maybe it's a sign. Or a challenge. Or what not. That id rather not dwell too much on, cause id be out of the surprise topic already. No matter what, all i can say is - Life. You never fail to amaze me.

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