Life Lesson #48: Some people can be hard to understand

and the initial reaction that comes with misunderstanding is to be annoyed.

i've been annoyed for the last three days with one person because i don't understand where she's coming from. I try to put myself in her shoes and only feels more frustrated because i know i wouldn't react the way she did. i have conjured quite a number of assumptions in my head on why she reacted as such and i don't like where my thoughts are leading me and so i just stop.

everyone is different, unique as people would like to call it. and with these differences, is an option between questioning and accepting. I chose to question when it would have been easier to accept. cause sometimes it's just too much.

maybe one of these days i will again try to understand. but for now, i'd be the immature me and rant over it here in my blog.

*sigh*

i'm writing less and less. and when i do write, output seems like crap as thoughts are as incoherent as ever. i feel bad.

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