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another blog entry expressing my love for books

Tonight, i decided to finish all my required papers for the family medicine rotation, but i can't get myself to start writing, thus i resorted to blogging (to keep my thoughts going and the words flowing:p).

I am in such in a sad state after finishing the Divergent-Insurgent-Allegiant series by Veronica Roth. And no, I wont be going through the effort of summarizing (or spoiling you if you haven't read it yet), since I would not want to go through everything that happened in those books again. Yes, it's that heart breaking.

I love reading books, reading anything for that matter. I can read and finish anything I put my heart and mind into and I don't believe that there are bad authors or poorly written stories/novels. Sometimes, no matter how annoying the characters can be, or how pathetic the stories are, I continue reading on. The moment I start reading, I allow myself to be captured into the story and be part of a different life (and make things more exciting in this sometimes-it-can-really-be-boring-kind of life). I believe that is the reason why I get so giddy and kilig when reading about sappy stuff, get really annoyed when something annoying happens and get really brokenhearted for character's deaths or break ups or anything that makes all the happiness in that world evaporate.

I know I've said this a lot of times already, but I love how reading takes me to places, lets me meet a lot of new people, makes me feel a lot of emotions, and allows me to have a glimpse of other lifetimes. Having a story to end makes me really sad that I sometimes tend to hate myself for even reading those stories instead of studying for my upcoming exam (which is exactly what I'm feeling right now).

Sigh. Well, we can't always have happy endings. It's either accepting that sad reality or resort to reading fairy tales which will surely always let me have my happily ever after. But sometimes, I can't help myself wish that it ended differently or that it never ended at all.

anyway, i hope this blog entry would help me move on. ha. and no in spite of all this drama, I don't actually regret reading any books no matter how much they made me cry or crazy.

Now, off to writing some serious reflection stuff. :p

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