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Vertical reminder :)

Tonight I heard the cheesiest (if there's such a word, and if it is actually legit to use it as a description for a statement) line and it's not even Valentines' day yet.

It made my heart leap that I had to write it down so that someday in the near future, when I get to read this blog entry again, I can give myself the 'kilig'.

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Dear self,

You're such a lucky girl. You may be too stubborn to admit it and you may joke countless times with how much u're 
worth it, when in fact you are a lot luckier to have him in your life. 

It seems so long ago, when you first met and you actually denied him of the chance to prove himself
even though you actually felt and know how pure his intentions were. 

If only you could replay all the memories that has happened in the almost 10 years that you have known him,
it would surely be one hell of a ride. And after everything? Well now you have that unchanging number which
means a lot to both of you. And tonight, dear self, I'm quite sure that you're really happy. Because in spite of 
breaking his heart countless times, you have found that one person who loves you more than you deserve. 

Someone's smiling deep deep down. Because she thinks she has found the one who is bound to take good care of her 
heart.  

Love,
Anne

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Thank you. :)

I may not be as good as you when it comes to your words or your hirits. But I hope you do know how I feel and how much I am grateful for the choices that we've been making since day one (whenever that may have been:p - and yes, fights and issues included :p).

P.S. as much as this entry is for you, it is well, mostly for me (aside from reminding myself that I am happy:p), so that i can remind myself to remind you of this very heartwarming message, on that fateful night of eating 6 flavors of donuts (and yet you getting hungry again after 5 hours:p), if ever the time comes that you get tired of me :p

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