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first dance

tentententententententen..

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bakit sa autograph notebook, walang "who is your first dance?"?

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antagal na simula nung first dance ko.

akala ko. di magiging significant part ng buhay ko ung first dance na yun.

i'm afraid to fly..
and i don't know why..

ni yung kanta nga nung gabing yun, siya pa nagpa-alala sa kin.

akala ko kasi tlaga.. parang wala lang yun..

i'm jealous of the people who
are not afraid to die..

dahil yung mga "firsts" na nasa nakaraan ko na, di ko naman na mashadong pinapahalagahan.

ano ngayon kung yun yung first.. hindi naman siya yung last..

it's just that i recall
back when i was small.. 

pero naisip ko ngayon..

sana pala..

someone promised that they'd catch me
and then they'd let me fall..

tinandaan ko yung mga detalye nung gabing yun..

ang natatandaan ko lang kasi..

and now
i'm falling.. 

nung gabing yun..

naging masaya ako na kasayaw siya..

faliing fast again..
why do i always take a fall..

2 magkasunod na kanta..

masaya talaga ako nun..

when i fall in love...

pero.. ngayon..

gusto kong balikan ung gabing yun..

you think by now i've learned
play with fire, you get burned..

and make that night extremely special..

but fire can be oh so warm
that's why i returned..

for that night, i was dancing with a very special person..

turn and walk away
that's what i should do..
my head says go and find the door
my heart says i found you.. 
and now i'm falling.. 

kapag may autograph notebook na magtatanong ng "who is your first dance?"

catch me if you can
maybe this time i'll have it all
when i fall in love
loving someone...
losing myself
only got me to blame..

my gusto akong isagot..

help me i'm fallin..
catch me if you can.. 
maybe this time i'll have it all
maybe i'll make it after all
maybe this time
i won't fall.. 

"my first dance... est la personne que je veux danser avec pour le reste de ma vie... " Tongue

when i fall in love..
i'm not expecting anything..

if it happens, then i'd be happy

if not, then it's not meant to be Smile

*yak. korni.*

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tentententententen...

*pero sana magkatotoo.. ahihihih*Tongue

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